Phone zap for MCI Shirley – prevent another outbreak!

URGENT! If we push the DOC to act NOW we can prevent another COVID19 outbreak at MCI Shirley! Two incarcerated people reported symptoms to the block nurse on Thursday and were ignored. Our two comrades are self-quarantining in their cell for fear of infecting others.

The system-wide testing planned for Thursday, 11/19 is BEYOND the incubation period for COVID19. The DOC must act NOW!

CALL MCI Shirley NOW:  Suzanne Thibault, Superintendent, (978) 425-4341

→ press 1 for directory,
→ press 9 for Superintendent’s office
→press 6 for Superintendent
→ press 2 for Dept of Programs and Treatment

MA DOC Health Services 508-422-3460

Send an email:

Hi, I’m a concerned [friend/doctor/community member] calling about an emergency. I received a report that two people in Unit F2 displaying COVID19 symptoms requested medical attention and were denied by the block nurse on Thursday. I am very concerned about their health and safety, as I know that prison guards have tested positive at MCI Shirley. Will you ensure

Any and all incarcerated people who report symptoms will receive proper medical attention immediately?

And that these two incarcerated people are tested, provided a daily supply of fresh surgical masks, and treated immediately?

allow them to quarantine without punishment?

if they test positive, that you will conduct contact tracing and test other people who they were in contact with to prevent an outbreak?

Did you call? Please give us a quick report back to help inform next steps!

(eg, how did the call go? who did you speak to? did they offer any information?)

Emergency at MCI Norfolk – take action!

Thanks to everyone who called for our family at MCI Norfolk!
We have just received confirmation that 2 prisoners
have been denied medical care by a nurse at MCI Shirley.
Both are showing COVID-19 symptoms, and we need your help again.

We’ve just received word that someone at MCI Norfolk is in desperate need of medical attention. The very person sounding this alarm tested positive for COVID19 this morning. Things are deteriorating fast at MCI Norfolk and we need you to act now!

Please call MCI Norfolk at (508) 660-5900.


Hello, I am a [friend/doctor/concerned citizen] calling about an emergency we have been informed is happening inside the prison. We heard that someone who is in the quarantine unit is throwing up violently and is not receiving medical attention. Can you confirm that you provide the medical treatment this person needs, including by taking him to a hospital if necessary?

Did you receive an answer? Let us know!

(eg, how did the call go? did they offer any information?)

Dispatches from the Pandemic, pt 2: October 2020

As we prepare to head into the winter, with no sign of the COVID19 pandemic abating, cracks in the DOC’s public relations facade are becoming wider and more apparent as even their “infection control” strategies lay bare just how little they understand about controlling a pandemic. Outbreak after outbreak within the Massachusetts DOC has shown that what prisoners and health experts have been saying all along: there’s no such thing as a “safe” prison.

“For those of us that have underlying issues, like myself with asthma, its a big risk. And now the food here has no nutritional value to help build a strong immune system. There’s no prevention. It concerns me heavily and I don’t see the administration having proper PPE. The majority are wearing thin masks or nothing. And they aren’t required to be tested, like the incarcerated population is. My life is on the line”

Since that message, MCI-Norfolk has seen 54 prisoners taken out of their cells and “cohorted” with other exposed prisoners. This isn’t how medical isolation works; when they did this at MCI Framingham the spread of infections spiked. Placing those who may have been exposed with those whose exposure is nearly certain increases the likelihood that all involved will be exposed to the virus. Quarantine efforts like this in the past, which treated all exposed parties as already-infected have lead to mass infections.

Perhaps even more astonishingly than their failed quarantine protocol is the fact that prisoners are being “isolated” in a unit that was closed due to black mold, an environmental pathogen that leads to, of all things, respiratory distress.

Recently, despite clear evidence that the most effective mask strategy is the regular distribution of fresh disposable surgical masks, the DOC astonishingly ordered incarcerated people to start producing cloth masks for their own use. Subsequently, in a combination of brutal austerity and deliberate indifference, the DOC has discontinued the distribution of surgical masks in MA DOC facilities. This comes despite a study from the CDC’s infectious disease journal showing that: “During a pandemic, cloth masks may be the only option available; however, they should be used as a last resort when medical masks and respirators are not available” [ pdf ] About this, another of our comrades inside had this to say:

“We are now required to wear cloth masks manufactured by incarcerated people. Its the same cloth that’s used to make our uniforms. I am more comfortable wearing the surgical masks that most people wear outside the prison. But now, the surgical masks are considered contraband.”

Our sources also highlight the importance of noting that surgical mask distribution ceased two weeks ago, coinciding with the rapid spike in infections following the average incubation period. As the population of Norfolk remains largely static, and following on the revelation that a phlebotomist brought the infection into MCI Shirley, it is widely believed that the MCI Norfolk outbreak was caused by a guard who has now been identified.

This outbreak also leads to important questions about the DOC’s adherence to the decision made in SJC 12926 (and general honesty with the public), which required prompt reporting of infections. The ACLU’s Data for Justice COVID19 tracker shows that the DOC has been slow to share data with the outside world as the plotted numbers lag far behind real-world reports.

At the end of the day, decarceration is, and remains, the only answer. This newest outbreak comes on the heels of a historic decision by the American Public Health Association to ratify a statement endorsing abolition as a necessary public health strategy to address the crisis that is incarceration in the United States. This decision comes after months of COVID19 outbreaks across the country that have shown that which epidemiologists always knew: the only way to prevent the widespread loss of life is, and always has been, to send people home to the communities that love them.

Update: Nov 9, 2020

More repression at Shirley – call to action

Last week, officials from MCI Shirley took everything Wayland “X” Coleman owns in retaliation for his ongoing efforts to protect the health and safety of his fellow prisoners.

Anyone who has followed Deeper Than Water for any period of time knows that Wayland is constantly sticking his neck out for people inside while getting moved around from facility to facility; having been shipped from Norfolk to Gardner to Old Colony to Shirley. When, last week, the administration at MCI Shirley confiscated Wayland’s personal belongings, they took every letter, every scrap of paper, every book, his musical equipment and his writing supplies. They even took his typewriter. He’s been given a 30 day notice that his items will be destroyed if they’re not otherwise disposed of, which means he needs folks from the outside to take action urgently.

Over the summer, when Wayland’s Access Corrections tablet battery began to swell to the point of bursting– a known defect in that particular model– the administration used that opportunity to confiscate his tablet saying that “modifying” (which apparently includes removing the battery for a moment to prevent a fire) any item was against DOC policy. Shortly after, he was attacked with chemical weapons for hesitating when they told him he was going to be moved to Old Colony. 

We are asking for the following action items to help send the message that Wayland has people outside who love and support him, and that we’re not buying the DOC’s continuous refrain of “just following orders”:

  1. We are asking that people take 5 minutes to send an email to the DOC commissioner and the superintendent of Shirley, demanding that his items be returned.

Email Commissioner Carol Mici &
Superintendent Michael Rodrigues

  1. Prison officials must respond within 10 days to a physical letter, therefore we are asking that people take a moment to write a letter of protest and put it in the mail. Please find a template below. Letters should be addressed and sent to:

Superintendent Michael Rodrigues
MCI Shirley
P.O. Box 1218
Shirley, MA 01464

  1. If you have some funds to spare, please send Wayland something to read, preferably on abolition. Books can be received from booksellers such as Barnes and Noble or AK Press but not from third party sellers like Amazon.  X is a voracious reader, so please no introductory texts. If you’re not sure what to send, please don’t hesitate to reach out to us at

You can order books to be shipped to:

Wayland Coleman W65484
MCI Shirley
P.O. Box 1218
Shirley, MA 01464


Phone Zap for Wayland

On June 3rd, correctional officers came to Wayland Coleman’s cell wearing riot gear and filled his cell with an unknown gaseous chemical weapon that violently burned his lungs, eyes, and skin. In his first hand account of this brutal and horrifying experience, Wayland writes, “It completely shuts your lungs down and it feels like there’s a hole being burned straight through the middle of your chest… On top of all the pain and suffering your body’s going through on the inside, your skin feels like someone doused you with gas and lit a match.”

According to the Center for Disease Control and Prevention, severe tear gas poisoning — particularly if the gas was released in an enclosed space, as it was in Wayland’s case — can blind or kill people through chemical burns and respiratory failure. This chemical attack happens in the midst of a pandemic of respiratory infection and in the midst of ongoing uprisings across the U.S. against police brutality. In the last week, a federal prisoner died in New York City after guards sprayed him with pepper spray and an Ohio State graduate died after being tear gassed during a protest in Columbus, Ohio.

Please make a call today to demand that the DOC free Wayland and end the use of chemical weapons and solitary confinement. And stay tuned for action items for the rest of the week!


Call the superintendent at Old Colony Correctional Center: (508) 279-6761. If this does not work, this is a good sign, leave a message and then call the main number at 508-279-6000 and ask for ext. 6761

Superintendent, Old Colony Correctional Center: (508) 279-6761

Call script


I am a (friend/concerned community member) calling in response to the human rights violation that happened at NCCI-Gardner on the evening of Wednesday, June 3rd. Correctional officers sprayed Wayland Coleman (W65484) with an unknown chemical weapon before transferring him to solitary confinement at Old Colony Correctional Center. I therefore demand the following actions be taken:

  1. I demand Wayland’s immediate release from solitary confinement.
  2. I demand an end to the use of chemical weapons at Massachusetts correctional facilities, which is a clear violation of human rights and will only hasten the spread of COVID-19 inside Massachusetts prisons
  3. I demand an end to the use of solitary confinement in Massachusetts
  4. I demand all Superintendents and the Commissioner of the Department of Corrections use every available means to release as many people as possible

If the direct number doesn’t work or doesn’t answer, leave a message. This could be a good sign. Once you’re done, call (508) 279-6000 and ask for ext. 6761, or read the call script to whoever you speak to. 


(eg, how did the call go? did they offer any information?)

Tuesday, 6/9

Are you a doctor, nurse, social worker, public health worker, or healthcare professional? PLEASE MAKE A CALL TODAY and leave a comment below when you’ve called!


Superintendent, Old Colony Correctional Center: (508) 279-6000 ext. 6761

Hello, I am a (doctor/public health professional/social worker) calling in response to the human rights violation that happened at NCCI-Gardner on the evening of Wednesday, June 3rd. Correctional officers sprayed Wayland Coleman (W65484) with an unknown chemical weapon before transferring him to solitary confinement at Old Colony Correctional Center. As a health professional, I am highly concerned about the use of chemical weapons and solitary confinement in Massachusetts prisons, both of which have serious health implications and will only hasten the spread of COVID-19. I therefore demand the following actions be taken:

1) I demand Wayland’s immediate release from solitary confinement
2) I demand an end to the use of chemical weapons at Massachusetts correctional facilities
3) I demand an end to the use of solitary confinement in Massachusetts
4) I demand all Superintendents and the Commissioner of the Department of Corrections use every available means to release as many people as possible

Please tell us how your call went below!

Statement from Wayland Coleman on the events of June 3, 2020.

Last night at around 10pm correctional officers approach the cell that I’m held captive in solitary confinement in and said I needed to pack up my stuff because I am being shipped out to Old Colony Correctional Center. I told them that I am refusing this unlawful move do to the fact that I have underlying medical issues, The prison they want to transfer me to has had a Covid-19 and coronavirus outbreak. There are no cases here in Gardner, so due to my health, I will respectfully refuse to move to that unsafe place.

They came back to my cell with riot gear on and gassed me.

Yesterday, my brother Adrian went to the State prison in Garder Massachusetts to do a wellness check on me, (his younger brother) seeing that I had already been in solitary confinement for more than 30 days for feeding other prisoners during this pandemic. He was told by on duty sergeant in the lobby that he was trespassing and needed to leave the property immediately as he radioed in some call over his walkie. Adrian then began leaving the property and was immediately approach by another officer with a Gun on his person. Adrian told that officer that he was here for a wellness check on his brother, that officer also told Adrian to leave the property. The officer with the gun, drove a vehicle to follow Adrian off the property.

Pictures were taken of the sign at the front of the property. See case law M.G.L. c. 266 S123

I finally experienced this new chemical that they’ve developed to spray us with. it’s pretty excruciating. it completely shuts your lungs down and it feels like there’s a hole being burned straight through the middle of your chest. i’ve never coughed so hard in my life. imagine inhaling maybe a half cup of black pepper straight into the lungs, not swallowing but breathing it in through the mouth. the burn and the continuous increase of the pain… that on top of coughing, choking, and spitting up all of the mucus you can handle. the cough is so hard and loud — it’s the hardest cough you’ll ever push out because your body rejects the stuff so violently — and at the end of each violent cough, you’re forced to take a breath in, which causes you to take in another round of gas. your eyes are glued shut because it feels like your eyeballs are being melted into your skull with a torch, so your body doesn’t allow you to open them. on top of all the pain and suffering your body’s going through on the inside, your skin feels like someone doused you with gas and lit a match. that’s what i went through last night.

I don’t understand how that kind of pain works within the so-called rehabilitative environment. it didn’t rehabilitate me or make me respect authority, it just made me angry to see how they wanted to do me harm. i didn’t like the white men in riot gear standing over me, having fun at my expense. but my head’s up, i’m okay and i’m strong. i’m just pissed off.

— Wayland Coleman

In struggle, Wayland "X" Coleman

Update from NCCI Gardner uprising, May 9th


Yesterday, DOC Commissioner Carol Mici posted a memo in all MA state prisons announcing that people who are incarcerated would be allowed back outside into the yard starting next week. This was one of the 3 demands that incarcerated organizers at NCCI-Gardner put forward as they refused food trays this week and which all of you helped us amplify.

However, two of their demands remain unmet and two people remain in solitary confinement in retaliation for incarcerated people speaking up about the horrible conditions inside, refusing trays, and instead sharing purchased food with one another. One of those people, Jeremy Woodley, is hunger striking until he is returned to the general population. You can read a letter from Jeremy below.

Please take 3 minutes TODAY to call and email Commissioner Carol Mici. Urge her to meet the remaining demands and free our organizers from solitary confinement. We must keep the pressure on. Call script below:


Carol Mici

Hi, my name is ___. I am calling on behalf of incarcerated people at NCCI-Gardner, who have been refusing food trays for the past week in response to the current lockdown conditions at the prison. In response to this, I demand you to meet these needs immediately:

1) Free them all.
2) Until they are freed, provide healthier, more substantial, and more varied food options.
3) Stop retaliating against incarcerated organizers and return anyone in solitary confinement to the general population.

Can you confirm that these demands will be met in a rapid timeline?

Jeremy’s letter and ticket

Retaliation at Gardner

update: as of 5/7, we have been informed that more of our people are being sent to solitary, disciplinary charges being handed out

We just received word that our friend and inside organizer, Wayland “X” Coleman, was thrown in solitary confinement this morning at NCCI-Gardner. The DOC has not yet given a reason why. We suspect it’s connected to the protest happening there now.

Please call the NCCI-Gardner superintendent’s office NOW to demand Wayland be returned to general population. Comment with your conversation below to help us keep track of the DOC response.

Please also email the commissioner by clicking here.

Phone script:

Call: 978-630-6000 ext. 102

Hello, my name is _____. I’m calling on behalf of Wayland Coleman (W65484). I heard that he was thrown into solitary confinement this morning without any reason. Can you tell me why Wayland is in solitary confinement?

(They will likely claim they cannot tell you for security/confidentiality reasons).

Solitary confinement is torture. There is absolutely no reason Wayland, or anyone, should be there. I demand that he be released and returned to the general population immediately. Can you confirm Wayland will be returned to his unit?

(eg, how did the call go? did they offer any information?)

Prisoners protest conditions, strike for decarceration at NCCI Gardner

The MA DOC has put prisons across the state in lockdown for the past 31 days in response to the COVID-19 pandemic. These restrictive conditions and the danger that COVID-19 poses to incarcerated people have led folks inside to take action. Today at NCCI Gardner, 41 prisoners refused their food trays for breakfast, lunch, and dinner, sustaining themselves from food and water stocked up from the canteen. 

The incarcerated organizers have three demands:

1) Free them all. All those who currently have the power to release people (Governor Charlie Baker, DOC Commissioner Carol Mici, district attorneys, parole and probation boards, MA Department of Public Health) need to exercise their power to decarcerate immediately.

2) Until they are freed, provide healthier, more substantial, and more varied food options. Right now, the DOC is only offering meal options that are woefully inadequate in portion size and alarmingly high in carbohydrates and sodium content. These meals put those who are incarcerated at risk of developing or worsening chronic diseases.

3) Until they are freed, allow those who are incarcerated time to go outside into the yard. Since April 3, prisoners at NCCI-Gardner have been locked in their units 24/7 with no fresh air. Allowing them to go into the yard once a day for 30 minutes would not present further risk of disease spread, since they would remain with the same people in their units regardless. Being able to breathe fresh air would only improve the health and well-being of those incarcerated.

On April 24th, we posted a log of one week of food being served at NCCI Gardner. This document was provided to a nutritional epidemiologist, who had the following to say:

To Whom It May Concern,

The food provided at MCI Gardner is not meeting basic needs, based on the 2015-2020 Dietary Guidelines, and putting people with existing health conditions at risk. Total calories provided average around 2350 calories per day, which will only meet the needs of some in the population (it will be too little for many in the population, depending on body size and activity level). The meals also lack adequate servings of fruits and vegetables on a daily basis. On average 1 serving of fruit and 1 serving of vegetables are offered a day, well below the recommended 2 ½ servings of vegetables and 2 servings of fruits. The majority of meats served are processed and packaged foods high in simple sugars are served with every meal. Processed and simple sugars make up 100% of the daily breakfast options. As can be expected, because of the lack of plant-based foods in the meals provided, they are woefully low in important nutrients including fiber, iron, calcium and vitamin D; nutrients whose intake are linked with prevention of numerous diseases, including colorectal cancer, diabetes, osteoporosis and anemia.

The sodium levels in the meals provided is the most appalling aspect. Per 2015-2020 Dietary Guidelines for Americans, sodium intake should not exceed 2,300mg per day and those at increased risk of high blood pressure should not consume more than 1,500 mg per day. According to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, 47% of men in the US have high blood pressure. These numbers likely underestimate the prevalence of high blood pressure in the MCI Gardner population, as 1 in 5 adults has high blood pressure and is unaware of it and Black adults are more likely to have high blood pressure (54%), a demographic systematically overrepresented in carceral systems. With this in mind, the current meals served at MCI Gardner average 3000mg per day (with many meals much higher), which is twice the recommended sodium intake for any in the population at increased risk of high blood pressure (likely at least half of the population). The meals are also likely to exacerbate health conditions for any individuals on specialized diets, especially those who are managing diabetes mellitus as the meals are very high in carbohydrates, especially simple carbohydrates which make blood glucose control very difficult. Because of the processed nature of the foods, they are also harmful for anyone who may have renal issues, as all meals exceed the recommended levels of sodium, potassium and phosphorus for those at increased risk.

In my professional opinion, the meals currently being provided are nutritionally inadequate and put the health and well being of those at NCCI Gardner at risk of developing chronic diseases, as well as make managing many chronic diseases nearly impossible for those with preexisting conditions.


Hannah Cory MPH, RD

Update from Wayland Coleman, April 29


[ Transcript below | listen on Soundcloud ]

All right. So it’s been a while since everybody’s heard from me, verbally. And right now I just wanted to talk about what’s been on my mind, the coronavirus. So I’m gonna try to at least speak to, you know, maybe once a week or twice every couple of weeks because you know, nobody really knows how much time any of us really have right now. 

And so no, I don’t know what’s gonna happen with us over the next month or two months or three months or whatever. So, you know, we came to the coronavirus showing up in residence and, you know, we’re not in the best environment despite what our government says. So I don’t know if I get sick, can I die from it? possibly. I have heart issues. I have a history of pneumonia. So I don’t have the strongest right lung. So, um, like I said, we never know. And so I can explain as I can. But who knows. And so I just want to share a few of my thoughts. 

One of the things that’s kind of been upsetting me is that the way our government incarcerated has been like put on the forefront right now. And when you have the people who have the authority and the powers to release people from correctional institutions– that they call it, correctional– when they fail to use those powers in this type of situation, and pretty much let us all sit here with the potential of really dying. It says a lot about a lot of the things that I’ve been talking to you about in regards to the dehumanization of incarcerated people. 

One of the things that Baker said that’s really been sitting on my mind for a while, is that you know, with that we’re better off inside of the prison, And that’ll be the furthest thing from the truth. Different prisons got different types of environments but I don’t think any prison is a good place to be. If that’s the case then you know, why not swap spots with me, you know? Let me go home and you come up in the prison if you think they’re so safe. And so one of the things with that statement is that you know, you got a place like Gardner that’s where I’m currently housed. Gardner is the very ideal environment that they .tell people to not be in. Don’t be in a dorm setting, especially close close quarters with you know, you’re away from people don’t share facilities like we have three things for forty people. I’m sure nobody has been encouraged to do that. You know, share one thing with every person maybe once or twice a day. You know that the very thing that telling you not to do. 

So we’re in that type of environment and those are some things I wanted to point out just to give an example of you know, how unsafe This place is in this particular pandemic situation. So just just to give you some insight in a way that I have to live in a dorm, so I’m in one building. We’ve been locked in this building for about a month or more, and we haven’t been able to go outside. We can’t go out fresh air to stretch our legs or anything. So this building that I’m housed in has 80 people. So there are two floors. So you got a first and second floor, and each floor is a dorm that we live in. 

So each floor holds about 40 people. So I live upstairs on the second floor, in a dorm setting with about 40 people. In that dorm, we have one bathroom shared with all of us is three sinks per bathroom. So it’s three sinks that we’re sharing. We have five phones for 80 people. We have one shower for 80 people. We have both living quarters. So my living quarters 60 square foot of space is shared by about six people. 
And so that’s how close we are.

So we don’t have, we can’t possibly practice in a way that we have to live here. And so we get these memos from the commissioner’s office telling us, you know, it’s a practice safe distancing, all they’ve given us so far as hand sanitizers. And they’ve only recently gave it given us one mask. So they’ve given us one mask about four days ago. And there’s no knowledge or whether or not they’re going to give us you know, a new mask every week or what it is or is that one mask is supposed to last the duration of pandemic, who knows? But they gave us one disposable mask, the light blue hospital mass. And that’s it. 
And then they put out these demos and hey, just try to stay six feet away from each other. And like I said, it’s just not possible. That’s not possible because I sleep less than six feet away from people. 

So so we’re in trouble. And the thing that they’re banking on is the fact that there hasn’t been any cases in Gardner yet and so I think that because our so called state leaders are saying that you know, there’s no cases in Gardner yet and you know, there’s no need to start thinking about releasing people. I think it’s a bad idea to have a reactionary type of mentality at this point, because if the case hits this prison– when it hits this prison– because I believe we’re gonna get, it’s hit illogical and unreasonable to assume that you know, this prison isn’t gonna get any cases of coronavirus throughout this entire pandemic. 
So when we get hit, there’s not gonna be any way possible to stop the spread of this virus, it’s gonna go like wildfire and a lot of us ain’t gonna make it. 

And so what I’ve been trying to do with this is somehow put pressure on our state system to try to act for the prisons. And you can already see this, you know, what 70 cases as of yesterday in Framingham, this was there was 106* cases reported yesterday at Shirley, so it’s coming. 

And so I was actually hoping for some type of action before that happened, because it now they’re not going to want to release anybody. And then they find their justification for not wanting to release anybody. And so right now, what is the justification for not releasing?
We’re in a dorm setting. And the only way to make it even possible for the practice is to release people trapped and decrease the population because other than that I can’t stay away from. There’s a guy next to me on the phone, he’s only about three to four feet away from me right now. That’s not six feet. The phones, and remember, we have five phones. so it doesn’t not matter. 

So those are some of the things I just want to point out about our living environment. Another thing that has been concerning me, we have the staff preparing our food. So they serve us in every day. The staff makes the food and then they bring it in, you know, some of the individuals in the unit pass out the food. So I haven’t eaten any any of it with the exception of anything that comes in a wrapper, or fruit. Things that come in the wrapper are hand sanitized and the fruit is washed. And sometimes I’ll let it sit for days before I eat any of it, and I haven’t eaten and of the meals that’s been prepared by staff. And the reason for that is staff are the only way we’re going to get infected. And so I feel that if they prepare enough, then it increases our likelihood of getting an infection at some point.

So I survive essentially off whatever I have in canteen. That’s the kind of what’s going on in the world. 

How is , how do you say, the mental environment is going? There’s a lot of frustration, because it’s one thing that we’re locked in this building, we can’t go outside at all. So we’ve been locked in his building. And we have a rec room where, you know, we can play pool cards or something like that. And what they recently started doing was when they bring medications into the unit, they started using our rec area as the medication area. So what they do is they kick everybody out in order to do meds.

Now this is also our shower area. Now, when they do meds they have sometimes they can take up to an hour to get the meds done. So they come around seven o’clock sometimes a little later, and then they leave eight o’clock sometimes a little later. So this interferes with our shower time. We only have one shower time and interferes with our recreation because they kick us out. 

So one of the problems is that the so-called quarantine is becoming more punitive for us. It’s supposed to be a strategy to prevent the spread of coronavirus or to help us, but, you know, a cop will always be a cop. You know? And so it still becomes punitive. Because now, you know, it’s the barking orders, you know, taking our recreation and taking our shower time and stuff like that. 

So there’s been a lot of frustration growing. And this frustration is good for me, because I like organizing. And so we are willing to try to come together a little bit to make our voices heard because, you know, like I say, we don’t know how much time we got. If coronavirus hits this prison, unfortunately, a lot of people is not going to make it. There’s a lot of people with health issues living, you know, three feet away from each other, four feet away from each other. And so a lot of people won’t make it. 

So we’re willing to raise our voices a little bit and then some action that you’ll be seeing soon enough. Once that happens, though, the thing is, I don’t know if we’re capable of convincing this government that incarcerated people need to be released. Massachusetts want to hold on to us, you know, and even more so with so-called “violent crimes”, you know, anything constitutes a violent crimes. You have a guy who got sent back to prison recently because he was in possession of a firearm. Allegedly. And that constitutes a violent offense, mere possession of a weapon. And so he wouldn’t be free. So under a non-violent crime bill, just because he has a gun. And so his sentence along with all of our sentences has the potential to be a death sentence. And it’s only because, you know, they don’t want to let people go. 

So I think one of the things we do need to take note of right now is that every single sentence right now, everybody serving time in state prison is currently serving the death penalty. Right? Whether or not your death penatly date will come is the question, but every single conviction, I argue has been converted to a death sentence. I wasn’t sentenced to die, but I could, and a lot of other people, you got people, you know, they’re supposed to go home in two or three years, they wouldn’t even fall under this bullshit guideline of trying to release people close to you, you know, a six month wrap up period. I mean, are you kidding me? 

So the person who’s supposed to go home next year, don’t don’t even count. So that person can die, you know, because he’s not so close to wrapping up? So that’s the problem with Massachusetts. They want every single piece of fucking time you know, if we can get a extra minute out of us, they want that minute. And yet they just want to squeeze as much time as they can possibly squeeze out of us. And I think that’s inhumane in itself. So every sentence is converted into a death sentence. 

So my question is, what are people going to do about that? So we all have death sentence. I know people don’t really know, put us on a pedestal have been important. You know, one of the one of the things that I’m still trying to fact check whether or not Baker said, is that, you know, “let’s be mindful that good people out here are dying”, when it came to the question of whether you should release people in prison. And, you know, I was told he made a statement that good people out there are dying. 

And so, there’s all kinds of problems with that, because, you know, if our lives are not valuable, right, if we’ve forfeited all value of living regardless of what we were incarcerated for, we completely just forfeited the value of our lives. Then what was the whole point of the entire so-called judicial system or justice system? 

What’s the point of a person being sentenced to three to five? When his life ain’t worth it anyway. So why not just lined us all up against the wall and just, you know, put bullets in us? Because that’s kind of like what that suggests. So it also suggests that everybody’s guilty. So, what about people like myself who are not? You know, people who’ve been railroaded, people who’ve been misjudged, you know? 
I was a 19 year old black kid, being judged by an all white jury. So what about those in the 90s, where white people were completely afraid of black teenagers? So I mean, how fair was my trial? So what happens when people have in justices andthey’re trapped in these cages. 

And you know, this is not their fault. You know, they were captured by the police force them in the situation, then you say, well they lived in this zone that, you know, the criminal justice system is free of human error. No, it’s a perfect system, you know, everybody that the court convicts, that the jury says is guilty is guilty. That jurors understand the law so well, and the procedure so well, that they’re free of ever making any type of error because these middle class white people essentially know everything so they can never be wrong. So our lives are not valuable because they said so. 

So I just think there’s all kinds of problems with that statement and with the situation that we’re in. We’re just not getting a fair shot at fending for ourselves and taking care of our lives. So right now my life is completely in the hands of being locked in this fucking building. And hopnig that a case of coronavirus don’t enter this building. Because I can’t go nowhere, they lock the doors on me so I can even try to run outside. 

So my life is in the hands of hoping that these cops are clean enough to not bring that shit in. And so yeah, I’m a little pissed off about that, because I don’t want my life to be in their hands. I’d rather take my chances out there. 

So yeah, so just a few thoughts I wanted to share, because you know, it isn’t a good place to be in. It isn’t the best place, as Baker would say, for us to be in. Again, if that’s the case, then why don’t you take my spot and I’ll take my chance our there?So I’m venting a little bit. That’s really all. We talk about a lot of stuff in here. I’m still trying to encourage these guys in here to stand up and be willing to fight, I mean who cares if you piss off the cop, you they’re potentially killing you anyway.

So yes, I really don’t care to piss them off. So, so that’s just my thought for now and like I say, I know I’m venting a little bit but I think you guys should hear some of what we’re going through inside of here and see what happens with that and I’m gonna keep pushing to get out of the prison and I’m gonna do my best to stay safe in here. So you’ll hear from me again. And so, I hope you guys take note of what I’m trying to say, that you know, we are people so please remember that.